Tuesday, August 09, 2005

my good friend

loniiliness is a good friend of mine. She's been a constant companion all my life. I like the feeling she leaves me with. Its sweet, its gentle its me. I've found that even when I'm with someone I have my little friend with me. I kind of got used to her. She knows me well. Shes never an effort to be around, shes always the same and her and I spend probably the most quality time together out of anyone.

We watch sunsets together, we drift sweetly into the night over a few glasses of wine and a cigarette. We share everything. Theres nothing I can't tell loneliness, nothing I need to hide. I have nothing but love for her now.

Loneliness and I are able to sit for hours in silence, we contemplate together, we dream ourselves away. We plot, we plan, we decay, we regenerate, we talk, we sit, we feel. I love loneliness. She's a soft, soft creature of habit, and understanding. She's a creature of comfort. A creature comfort.

Loneliness is so beautiful. Everytime I feel her next to me she gets even more delectible, she radiates, she beams, she sits perfectly inside me, next to me.

We both love music, we both love silence, we both dream of love together, and in finding love, we both made a pact to never lose each other. Ever.

We like our time together. we like things at the same time, we change with each other. No matter how long since I've seen my beautiful friend, no matter how much I have done or learnt, or discovered, she has done the same. We have read the same pages, loved the same hearts and we are still the same.

Loneliness is a bitch sometimes. Sometimes she hangs around when I don't want her too, but for the most part, i'd rather she was with me... It's better than being alone.

20 Comments:

Blogger Roguemaze Central said...

Thanks brad. I got nice lips.

2:53 PM  
Blogger elaine said...

me, I like the silkiness of her skin and the way she roughs me up a little as she whispers in my ear.

But she's a total cow when she keeps me awake at night.

2:54 PM  
Blogger Roguemaze Central said...

Yes young man. Share. Please share.

3:29 PM  
Blogger elaine said...

maybe he could get his own blog?

3:38 PM  
Blogger Roguemaze Central said...

Elaine. Check your emails.

3:45 PM  
Blogger Roguemaze Central said...

Annie Hall is one of the greatest.

3:48 PM  
Blogger Roguemaze Central said...

Steve.

3:59 PM  
Blogger Roguemaze Central said...

aCTUALLY lOCKET FOUND IT. i CAN'T TAKE ALL THE credit.

4:02 PM  
Blogger elaine said...

have done... now you check yours.

4:15 PM  
Blogger Roguemaze Central said...

It would be so much easier with messenger. Check yours now.

4:27 PM  
Blogger elaine said...

*joins in sulking as doesn't have messenger*

4:41 PM  
Blogger mj said...

Messenger at work? Shouldn't you two be working (oh, sorry Rogue, I forgot :-P...)?

Surely you can wait until Friday for goodness sake?!! Talk about antsy!

*pretends not jealous for not being included...*

Go to Sydney airport this Friday everyone: Elaine and Rogue will be the brazen couple 'overhugging' in the arrivals hall... ;-)

10:58 PM  
Blogger Darcy said...

Umm...haven't read all of these comments and am already freaked out.

Sometimes Money gives me such a hard time I have no choice but to hang with Loneliness. But she is a special friend of mine too and very familiar. We go way back.

I still like Love better. Although even she can make me tremble with fear sometimes.

11:34 PM  
Blogger elaine said...

Here, mikey, I'll send you an email. Does that make you feel included?

I was just telling rogue all about my club foot, buck teeth, wart infested fingers and wandering eyes so he would recognise me at the Gaslight.

9:41 AM  
Blogger Melba said...

at least you have eyes, elaine

love monica xxx

11:12 AM  
Blogger elaine said...

d, I'm in Melbourne... at least I am until Friday.

melby, and fingers!

roguey, Mikey says we're allowed to "overhug" - are you ok with that?

1:49 PM  
Blogger mj said...

"overhugging" leaves you with limitless possibilities Elaine... I wouldn't want to constrain you two!

6:00 PM  
Blogger mj said...

Heard you got snowed-on Rogue? Good fun in the Capital?

10:20 PM  
Blogger PiesFan90 said...

Dude, having Pam & Alan withdrawls.

And stan, we all want stan.

1:10 AM  
Blogger PiesFan90 said...

Stan? who's stan, I meant Carl, we want more Carl, and a baseball bat.

10:10 AM  

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